Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?

so in case you havent figured it out yet ive moved to livejournal. ill keep this account to read when im bored, but if u want to read mmmyy posts you should track my down over there. its rik0l4. it makes me happy cuz there are so many more ppl there. and people actually reply to my posts. yay.

how bout getting off these antibiotics
how bout stopping eating when I'm full up
how bout them transparent dangling carrots
how bout that ever elusive kudo

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

how bout me not blaming you for everything
how bout me enjoying the moment for once
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
how bout grieving it all one at a time

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

the moment I let go of it was the moment
I got more than I could handle
the moment I jumped off of it
was the moment I touched down

how bout no longer being masochistic
how bout remembering your divinity
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
how bout not equating death with stopping

thank you india
thank you providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence

Are You at Balance…

…With both Masculine and Feminine Vibes?

1. Do you know what color you shampoo is? If so, what color? (No peeking)
opalish pinky white

2.Do you know what brand your shampoo is? If so, what brand? Rusk? I don't remember, some weird salon name you've never heard of. Maybe Silk Therapy.

3.Do you use shampoo? Oh yes but you can't really tell. What does that have to do with gender?

4.Do you own any candles? How many? six in my bedroom

5.Are they scented? three are the same scent (from Full Moon. yum!!) three are unscented. two of those are tea lights.

6.If your candles are scented, they smell like…
a.flowers
b.forests or oceans
c.vanilla
d.food
None of the above. It's called African drums and its sorta incense-y
7.How many colors can you name? Shall I start? No, too many. Just... a lot.

8.What is your favorite board game? apples2apples rox my cheesecake

9.Your favorite car is a...? VW old beatle

10.Your favorite magazine is…? Smithsonian!! (I'm a nut. Does that have a gender?)

11.You wish your name was…? Trisuli, Ambrose, Jordan, Silke... ah there are so many. Not that I don't like my name...

12.Your bedroom is painted (what color)? goldish mustard with burgandy and indigo accents.

13.Your favorite dessert is...? Mango lasse; black rice, bread, or tapioca pudding; jelabi